Day 4 - A photo that makes you happy :”>
Well this day is our 8th month ;”>
Sensya ngayon lang nakapagpost ;)
I really miss my baby.. :’( Her smile, her laugh, her hard bite, her kakulitan, her pangingiliti, her hugs and kisses.. Everything about her..
It’s been a month since she left me.. I know i made a mistake and i still blame myself doin’ it.. its not a third party or i lied to her.. its my behavior that i kept doin it all over again..
Sobrang pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng ginawa ko until now. She never talked to me.. Yeah i understand but its not supposed to be this way.. We’ve been through ups and downs. We’ve known every hardships on both part.. It shouldn’t be wasted..
I’m still thinking how to make things right for her.. But i don’t want to do something that she will say that “think before doin it”. Because of it, i think hard.. So hard before doin something.. And that makes me doubt to my self if i’m still doin the right thing..
She said “change”.. I know i’ve changed a lot after she left me.. Other people saw it.. My family saw it.. But will she ever know it that i’ve really changed?
I watched himig handog and still remember what Jeffrey Cifra said. Its exactly what i did or what i have become when she left me. “Hinahabol ko sya, nagmamakaawa ako na wag ako iwan. Nagkamali kasi ako una, pangalawa, pangatlo pero sana di ko na ginawa ng pag-apat para hindi nya ako iniwan. Pero sabi ko sa kanya “Kahit matagal maghihintay ako, ‘pag naisip nya mahal nya ako, bumalik sya kahit gaano katagal, tataggapin ko pa rin sya kasi MAHAL KO SIYA”. Inisip ko she’s at MOA that time to watch himig handog as well. Naiisip nya kaya ako when that vtr was played? I hope so.
Lahat babaguhin ko para sayo.. Kug gusto mo ng freedom to do whatever you want.. Its fine.. Coz now i know what to do and to think.. I’ll make it up to you every second will pass.. Di na kita ilalayo sa mga gusto mo gawin lalo na sa mga friends mo.. Dahil alam ko happy ka with them..
No matter how long Hun.. I’m always here waiting for you. Loving you na parang secret admirer mo.. Di ako mawawala.. Andito lang po ako Hunko.. My love for will never ever change..
MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA. :’(
Am i back? Oh Yes! I am!
Hindi na ata ako marunong mag-tumblr. Turo please!!
9 months down and Forever to go!
Wow! Happy 9 months to us! :”>
Its been 10 months since we’ve met. 1 month getting to know but what i have promised her was i will never ever stop courting her. I always make sure that she’ll fall for me every single moment we’re together or not.
We had fights but we make sure to keep ‘em as a challenge.
I don’t know what to say whenever i saw her standing in front of me and smile. I just keep on falling in love. She has lots of flaws but the key to it is to accept. I never believe i forever however she let me feel it.
I have never been happy like this since she came. I really love her. I know I’ve been stupid and harsh sometimes but I always make it up to her.
Hun, iloveyou. iloveyou and iloveyou. I’m sorry for the mistakes and hurts i have done to you. Alam ko marami akong atraso sayo pero sana po hayaan mo akong makabawi. I know its weird of what kind of set-up we have right now but I’m really doing my best to fix things. Hindi ko lang po kaya na minsan nagagalit ka saken about dun sa issue kasi kapag ganon po halos hindi ko na alam gagawin ko para maging okay. I hope you’d still understand me and love me with no regrets.
Thank you for everything. I will always remember what you have said to me the time you’re asking for something para maging maayos lahat. Alam ko naging tahimik ako at ‘di ko nasagot yun. Pero isa lang lagi ko isasagot sayo..
Sana maging okay na po lahat. Mahal na mahal kita.
Happy 9th monthsary hun. You’ll always be my only baby, love, partner and hun for all of my life.
No matter how hard things can be for the both of us. We still held hands tight and love keeps us strong. She’s completes my day.
Pasok na ako :D #elmonecktie #ojt (Taken with instagram)
This is my chic! I love her so much! Lapit na sya matapos sa OJT nya at ga-graudate na sya! I’m so proud of you! Muah!